How am I suppose to trust someone who can't even put in a slight of effort?



confusion at it's best: I should be the one with the upperhand
I'm lost in reverie and unsure of what the fuck decision I should be making.
I know I wanna spend my life with him.
I know he is who I wanna be with.
BUT, when your showing one and not proving another-how am I suppose to trust you when you're not showing me your worthy enough to be trusted.