Can you ever explain why you feel like a cookie just crumbling?

Could you ever see through the limelight?

Can you awake me from this nightmare, I seem to be in love with?

Consistently....I fight my own battles.

using my mind as a weapon.

Not letting anyone by pass me, NO ONE at all!

I was so hard

In other words, I was so cool kept

That not even a bullet would pierce through me

I was tough

Not letting anyone hurt me, or even allow them to have that as a though

Forgive me daddy, for putting up with things I shouldn't tolerate

and if I upset you

I'm truly sorry, because I didn't mean to

I don't degrade myself in any way, shape, or form

to have someone feel as if I'm not trustworthy or believeable

It's a concept misunderstood!!

Love is suppose to feel like walking on water, floating, flying like a bird

OVERWHELMING, terrific, greatly indulging.

Then love is suppose to feel like pressure and having heartaches from time to time

But when its frequent...the only time there's a smile is when something is being given and its not me receiving anything, but hard dick and attitude!

It's suppose to teach you the many different things you had no clue of or wasn't fully aware OF!

let me have the strength to free myself from something so dishonoring......