the ending of the bulletin

...we created such a marvelous communication.
we communicated through our bodies.
Our corpse led to one thing and from that one thing we agreed on so much things, that I'd never thought we'd agree on.
If love is so beautiful; what's the arguments for?
what is that called?
cause it's painful and annoying.
I love loving
especially when it comes to loving him.
everything i do, i do for him too.
and if he's not satisfied im the biggest bitch inside
he doesn't need to know that though
i try to still believe my heart is solid
but everyday he proves me wrong
and once i allow myself to show my softside
it draws his attention and he lets me down
without even realizing he does.=/
my only friends
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