Free Write [Echo]

Shit, I can't find my black nail polish
neither can I find my glasses
Its like every turn is a solid wall
You bang no echo's echo, nor do you hear asses.
My mind is trapped, like It has on some sort of stray.jacket
Eyes are shallow, my pupil can't capture
My heart becomes numb
& to see another hurt, I approach Mr.Rapture
You find it absurd, that things like that, I hit climax
&& to conceal your fears
You abbreviate words, like Laughing My Ass Off.
So, you'll think Im weird, cause I wanna skinny dip in blood
&& i wanna bring you to see if you can really float.
I question myself, cause I dont think Im normal
But, then I sit & wonder, you people aren't original
You jack off a swaqq, from t.v or the streets
But, then say shit like "Get like Me"
When in all reality, your the personification of inadequate
So, when hear yourself say shit like that
Don't you hear an echo?
Cause, your not genuine, motherfucker HELLO (lol)
So, when I cut my hair, or bleach it out of boredom
I see people do the same, 5minutes later
Or do they do it, just for them?
Shit, its like an Echo, but only from another
&& if i scribble on my hands, & write things like bitch
its only because the real me is trapped, & im in a house where i can't be
As much as I try, I seem to have respect
So, Im pretending to be someone Im not, & that I detest.
This poem wasn't planned, Idk what im writing.
Maybe, I was inspired, or am I really tired?
So when I arrest moments, & upload the pics
You may think im stupid, but it really is photography
Maybe, you dont have the brain to understand
& cause you dont get it, you tend to prison your questions
Then, your envy is here, & all drama appears......to me
Can someone tell me what im saying?
Cause, if your confused, this is what its really like in my head.
& I dont possess this purposely
My mind, & these thoughts initiates on its own, & over that, I have no control.
Im far from crazy, maybe weird
But, I wish you'd understand my every tear
Or am I just answering the questions everyone wish to ask.





this is really old.
back from 09/04/08