commitment.

What a magnificent day wasted. It's terrible how I stood inside all day and did absolutely nothing. Stressed.
Fuck it.






I've been devoting my time and everything else to you. And when I want to spend quality time with you, being that we both had nothing to do-YOU'd rather be with someone who DOESN'T know you.

Rather than being with me.
ASHAME.
How commited I can be and still feel like I'm alone, yet miserable.




Petrified of commitment.
Now I remember why.
because of this.
this and that.
along with all the other unneccesary drama, that is soo IRRELEVANT.
things that has nothing to do with me, but your soo sure that it does.


Just, because of what you've been through in the past-DOES NOT mean I'll put you through the exact same thing.





i know you and it's sad how you know nothing of ME.